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Monday, October 12, 2026
August 2026 Reads
Sunday, October 11, 2026
July 2026 Reads
July 2026 Reads
Movements
The List
The Books
The End of Everything - M. John Harrison
First Love and Other Novellas - Samuel Beckett
Paradise Lost - John Milton, Ed. Alastair Fowler
Let the Holidays Commence
Tuesday, July 07, 2026
June 2026 Reads
June 2026 Reads
Movements
We have June's post arriving late after a hot, tiring month scampered past like a panting hound. Hot - damned hot - and an awful lot of day job marking end-of-year assessment scripts took up an infuriating amount more time than I might have liked. Wimbledon and the World Cup are also welcome distractions - oh! and we're moving house, so most of the book collection currently looks like this:
So yeah, despite all that - and seriously, 'tis a churl who might grumble about fine weather, a steady job doing something worthwhile, wall-to-wall sport, and a life largely untroubled in the grand scheme of things - I made time to dig into a few choice volumes as well, although mainly before the busyness of packing etc all kicked off back end of the month.
Thusly, without much further late-June round-up ado...
The List
A Time To Keep Silence - Patrick Leigh Fermor
Notes to John - Joan Didion
How's Your Dad? - Mick Channon Junior
Puckoon - Spike Milligan
The Books
I was prompted to get a copy of this by reading someone mentioning it somewhere in May, I think. Although I'd read it before, it was a long time back - nearly 30 years since - so I couldn't recall much of it, although what I could remember was that it had been a work that struck a quiet chord.
Whatever called me to bring it back into the mix, I'm grateful. Fermor writes directly and doesn't stint on self-awareness, and in discussing his sojourns in different monasteries in Europe (on what we might now term "spiritual retreats"), has a canny recognition that at the very idea of a secular citizen decamping to a monastery for quiet time readers may likely be engaged in some sort of facial expression involving an arched brow, or a pursed lip, perhaps even a grimace.
He writes about monastic life in a way that recognises also that an outsider's experience might not be able to avoid missing something essential about the drive to pursue a monastic life. This is kind of his point; it represents an attempt to explore that drive, and to see the value in seclusion and reflection. In a contemporary milieu of digital detoxes, etc, of course it remains pertinent. Its engagingly-constructed descriptions of the history and continuing practices of the various orders he visits, the Trappist regime in particular, are fascinating. It's a short book, but well worth your time.
Notes to John - Joan Didion
Slouching Towards Bethlehem is the only other thing I've read by Didion, and that too was a long while since. I found this in a charity shop and it looked intriguing: posthumous discovery of a personal journal, addressed to her husband, tracking nearly a decade of analysis appointments, specifically related to their adopted daughter and her ongoing health issues, as well as Didion's own.
The notes were discovered typed up and in a file near her desk, which provoked a recurring sense of being invited to peek through someone's private diary. While frequently "questioning, courageous, and clear" (ye blurbe) in tone, there were multiple moments where I felt less like an admirer of someone's lucid prose style and more an intruder on some private family discussion that should not have been brought to the light.
That said, there were also frequent moments I recognised and valued immensely for Didion's insight, which is of course probably why the publishers felt the need. While edifying, though, not an easy read.
How's Your Dad? - Mick Channon Junior
While seemingly an abrupt shift in style from the metropolitan aloofness of Joan Didion, much swearier and English sporting bloke-ish, this also had a lot of well-articulated family dynamic struggles, and packed an emotional kick as well.I picked it up from the library, where there was a pile of them, available for a donation in the charity box - a North Yorkshire tourism aside: the city of Ripon ("Stay awhile amid its ancient charms") is a sometimes-overlooked gem of happenings. It's packed with pubs, has a regular market, an impressive cathedral, and a well-appointed library. It also counts a racecourse among the ancient charms, which may account for the job lot of volumes bearing a Racing Post imprimatur... - and I hadn't anticipated a great deal from it. However, being a son of a particular age with a dad of a particular age, the main idea looked interesting, and about half a chapter in, recognising a kindred "fucked-up in the 90s" spirit, I warmed to it immediately.
Channon Senior was a celebrated footballer, who took up training racehorses. Channon Junior attempted to play footie professionally but was not at the same level, went into journalism but struggled with that, and then took up with the horses as well, one gets the impression principally as a means of keeping an eye on an increasingly-cantankerous dad.
There are tales of friendship, family events, a framing device of the flat season, and it darts back and forth across the turf before cantering home for a satisfactory finish. Highly appropriately, I finished it on Father's Day. Then I rang my dad.
Puckoon - Spike Milligan
Back to some Spike Milligan to end the month. Puckoon is short novel from the early 1960s, and it's deceptively lightweight. Moments of it seem extended sketches or riffs, as you might expect from a writer of radio comedy, but it's got some terrific set-pieces, and the sort of recurring intrusive narrator that I quite enjoy when it's done well (a few parts had me thinking of B.S. Johnson, mordant asides done dry).
The main plot line is a lazy bureaucratic oversight that leads the border commission in Ireland to draw a line straight through the village of Puckoon: separating church from graveyard, leaving a small corner of the pub in the lower-tax rate north, that sort of reductio ad absurdism. As social commentary, it works perhaps especially well because of the cartoonery and moments recalling Goon Show radio audio gags [FX: gigantic explosion]. Sometimes, what we call reality is more preposterous.
The main character upbraiding the writer for having better-written legs is also worth the cover price alone.
Next month
We take on the tenancy at the new place at the end of July, so I'm hoping to be unpacked by some point in early August? Hurrah for summer hols. Of the limited numbers of books still to hand, there'll definitely be Suggestions for Thought by Florence Nightingale, First Love by Samuel Beckett... if I get through them, knowing my methods, I'll either be in the library or buying a stack of second-hand volumes to place lovingly on top of a pile of moving boxes. Not at all infuriating.
Sunday, May 31, 2026
May 2026 Reads
May 2026 Reads
The list
The New Abnormal - Kek-W
While some of the stories seemed to have ideas that fizzed off (as opposed to fizzled out - like, non sequitur fireworks? Seemingly not part of the same display, rather than damp squibs?), anyway, I like Kek-W, and this work, and it was a good start to the month.
Good Omens - Terry Pratchett & Neil Gaiman
Adam is the Antichrist, but owing to an error is brought up as a normal young lad in rural Britain. Meanwhile, an angel (Aziraphale) and a devil (Crowley) lurk on the planet as kind of celestial/infernal sleeper agents, as an associated cast attempt to wrangle prophecy and actualisation of the Final Battle between Heaven and Hell...
The Shadow of the Sun - Ryszard Kapuściński
Coming up next month:
Wednesday, April 29, 2026
April 2026 Reads
April 2026 Reads
April came she did, but for all the excited talk of a book frenzy in last month's post, it turned out to be quite quiet in terms of actual reading. Book intake was reduced significantly by various excuses factors, such as an early Easter holiday, along with literal piles of marking at school, and Spring messing with the daylight settings. All of which made for scant opportunities to get my nose into a volume.
However, there was the much-anticipated pleasure of a trip to Alnwick, where Barter Books was quite the experience, and multiple charity shops yielding some great finds... and I did get one or two things read.
The List
The Hero of This Book - Elizabeth McCracken
Another book that enjoys tampering with the lines between fiction and true story (if they're even still things) - uncertainty lurking behind every travelogue sequence or autobiographical recollection. It's a sort of fictional sort of memoir, dealing with grief and celebration, mapping closely processes of distancing and dislocation.
I say "sort of": from the playful title and the dedication page facsimile image of an inscribed volume by the author, and prefatory quotation from a different Elizabeth, The Hero of This Book places itself in sometimes awkwardly self-conscious positions of assertion and denial about reality, the nebulous truths and self-serving nature of autobiography, relationships between humans, our understanding of ourselves and our closest relatives in times of loss, grief and mourning, our situations and associations, the acts of writing.
Which makes it all "true" in some of the deepest senses of that concept, while also being an avowedly fictional construction. So, sort of; feather of lead and all that.
We (your book-reading narrator, and their spouse) recently experienced the death of a mother — December 2025 — and this book popped up on an endcap in the library with uncanny timing. It resonated strongly because it didn't pander to traditional tropes of loss and recall, a text spikily independent, like "the mother" (Natalie), in a way of which the mother (Johanna) might have approved.
Listen, Little Man! - Wilhelm Reich
Having read The Mass Psychology of Fascism some time back and got a lot out of it, I was pleased to pick up this curio in the splendidly-appointed vintage shop and haunt for antiquaries The Beehive in Alnwick.
Reich was a fascinating and complex character, an outlier in science, often stereotyped as a crank, although one with the kinds of ideas that seem wayward but influential in various fields.
This book-length essay sees the former psychoanalyst frequently bitter in tone. It was written just after World War Two and essentially is Reich saying "Look, I tried to help you guys out but, I dunno, I'm not sure I have it in me." The idea is that the Little Man, the mass of humanity, is in the shit because they keep doing stuff like saying they deplore fascism but then diving in to the next flavour of oppression without a qualm.
"Every once in a while you stick your head out of the morass to yell, Heil!"
Reich uses the book to air some personal-sounding grievances as well, which makes it less effective in places than it might have been. According to the blurb, the essay is "pungent" and was "not intended for general publication". There is much that makes one say, "Well, quite so" to this info. There's a lot in the book that has weight, though, and chimes quite stridently with world politics in the big '26. Like a lot of wayward, "difficult" thinkers, if one can filter the foibles, the grains of truth are often worth the wade through the morass.
What We Did On Our Morning Out At Barter Books
Barter Books was a delight in many respects - housed in an old railway station, we arrived like passengers alighting in a land of wonder (etc etc), enjoying the model railway, idiosyncratic shelving, tasty coffee, and even the supremely impatient member of staff that patronised me through the "barter" aspect, much to the amusement of my teenage daughter. Still, indifferent customer service is an essential component of all true book shops, and I was asking kind of excitably dim questions in my urgency to establish a lifelong friendship with the place.
I don't know if I quite managed that, but it was pretty good. Once my happy place surge of enthusiasm had abated, we managed to get fairly fair prices for the 10 volumes we brought in, which gave us some money to spend on refreshing the reading piles, then we wandered the aisles for a couple of contented hours nosing through the spines.Next month - "Whatever Happened to the Stack Reduction Plan?"
Tuesday, March 31, 2026
March 2026 Reads
March 2026 Reads
For March I started out with a mind to read a couple of novels and something political, which I nearly managed... but The Difference Engine slowed me down a bit more than anticipated, and then I had most of a week away without many opportunities to read, and then the next thing you know the clocks have gone forward, spring is sprung and April knocks on the door once more.
Still, an interesting selection...
The List
The Difference Engine - William Gibson & Bruce Sterling
The Spike Milligan Letters (ed. Norma Farnes)
The Agricola and The Germania - Tacitus
The Way I See It - Cliff Richard
What is Anarchism?- Donald Rooum and Others
The Books
The Way I See It - Cliff Richard
What is Anarchism? (Donald Rooum and others)
Coming Up In April
Saturday, February 28, 2026
February 2026 Reads
Fires, and being fired up
Context
In the northern hemisphere, Celtic traditions etc, the start of February marked Imbolc, midpoint between winter solstice and vernal equinox, marking the first stirrings of spring. At which point thoughts turned to spring cleaning, and thanks to Imbolc's associations with fire festivals, with an occasionally resentful eye and winter-dimm'd eye on a still-teetering Stack of Books, scorched earth modes of radical rejection and renewal flit through light-starved synapses.
I cannot lie: I have thought about just blazing away all of these books I've accumulated down the decades, the composting mass of prior enthusiasms. Metaphorically, obviously - they'd go to the charity shop, at least. I am always reminded of Henry Jones Sr's injunction to try reading books instead of burning them. And anyway, now it's the start of March. Time flies. And the world is actually on fire, by which I mean even more so than it was a week ago... so time may be shorter than we dread to think.
All of which to say that, for a short month, I managed to get through quite a few books in February, proving a point to myself about my relative interest levels. If time is going to tick out quicker than we hoped thanks to human folly then I am going to foreground any opportunities to spend free moments flopped on a bed or sofa browsing some pages, trying to make some sense of it all through non-aggressive means.
Stop wars, go books.
February 2026 reading list:
The Books
Malone Dies - Samuel Beckett
Finished this one quite quickly at the start of the month. What a stunning piece of work. Malone is dying alone, possibly, retreating further and further into loneliness and unreliable, increasingly dark reveries.
"Perhaps it is just another story, told me by someone who found it funny. The stories I was told, at one time! And all funny, not one not funny. In any case here I am back in the shit."
The 1950s prompted some of the best bleak humour. There's something I love about the post-war sense of the absurd as the only proper response to the hollow certainties of human endeavours. As I noted in January's post, I had a Beckett-shaped gap in my prose experience, for some reason, and obviously this read had me pricing up all available Beckett.
Ariel's Gift - Erica Wagner
This study of Ted Hughes' Birthday Letters seeks to put that volume in context as a response to the art of Sylvia Plath, particularly the collection Ariel, and some of the often confusing and divisively-portrayed biographical contexts.
I got through Birthday Letters some time the year before last I think, though have only dipped into Ariel, and that some decades ago, which I'll remedy at some point. When I found this in a charity shop it looked an interesting piece. Part biography, part critical essay, it doesn't seem to be interested particularly in trying to take sides in any of the Ted vs Sylvia projections, which probably makes it worth your while if you're interested in either or both of Hughes and Plath as poets.
I Am Sovereign - Nicola Barker
A slim, library sale volume picked up on a hunch, the cover art and blurb doing a good job of tickling my fancy. It was a speedy read (it's short), and I started off a bit unsure which way to take it. It seemed unbelievably trite, with wafer-thin characters, intrusive narrator and a slight premise, but it rapidly condensed into solid dimensions, like a tulip emerging from the bud, gradually revealing something quite lovely that then falls apart just when I was loving it.
"The Author (The Author claims) will persist in calling it 'unbelievably trite' because - at some profound level - it is unbelievably trite."
Having wanted to think I Am Sovereign was a bit too clever, The Reader finished it in a strange rush of recognition and affinity.
Beneath the Night - Stuart Clark
Another library sale interest piqued by this popular science book. Beneath the Night tries to articulate something of the enduring sense of wonder imbued in humans by the night sky, or projected out into the heavens by humans. It had lots of thought-provoking moments, though seemed to keep stumbling over a tension between veneration for The Science and a recognition that we have a deep need as a species "to understand the interconnectedness of all life". This leads Clark to try and keep all "prior" thought systems at bay with qualifying adjectives like "erroneous". Multiple astronauts communicate (Clark notes) a thoroughly mystical sense of awe, connection, and blissful unity when in space looking at Earth in context. It would have been interesting to hear more about Clark's own moments of uplift, such as we see in the final pages when he's at an observatory witnessing his own shadow flare and disappear as the planet spins and the night sky emerges.
Surprisingly Down to Earth, and Very Funny - Limmy
Touching down for a moment between a pair of cosmic explorations, Limmy's autobiography is a quick read. If you don't know who Limmy is, he's from Scotland, started as a web designer (Flash games), then became known for hilarious-to-some (e.g. me) short sketch videos with a peculiar, abrasive, often quite nihilistic-seeming tone. Then he got picked up by the BBC for a few sketch show series, has had a few books of short stories out, and here's the autobiography.
The title comes from a regular Limmy Twitter gag about whatever celebrity had recently passed away, noting that he had had the privilege of meeting (name) at a party once and finding them "Surprisingly down to earth, and very funny". He's got a lot going on behind a provocative public persona, and it's often quite dark. Non-more-west coast of Scotland vernacular (liberal use of the "c-word") might upset some palates. Quite liked it masel. Resonated.
Orbital - Samantha Harvey
This was off a pile of books a colleague was bringing in for swapsies. Really good; won the Booker Prize in 2024, and well worth awards of whatever kind. It paired well with Beneath the Night; it had the kind of valorisation of Science of that book tempered with more of a grasp of the transcendent, bringing in a poet's eye for image and the proper weight or weightlessness of a phrase. It follows the extra-planetary perspectives of six (fictionalised) inhabitants of the International Space Station, who are watching a gigantic typhoon sweep across the Pacific while dealing with the unrealities of several sunrises and sunsets in one 24 hour sequence. There are also some mice, who I liked to think of as running complex experiments on the humans.
Golden Years - Ali Eskandarian
Still yet another book I found on the shelf in a charity shop, and I'm really glad I picked this one up. Ali Eskandarian was an Iranian musician and writer, who had left Iran with parents to the USA via Germany. Golden Years details an ecstatic "beat psychosis" view of how drug use, music, art and sex all might combine to make one's 20s rocket past in a blur of confusion and missed moments. This one resonated as well.
It has some excellent sections I found myself re-reading, reading aloud, sharing. There are a lot of "raw" moments that don't work as well, where the energy overwhelms the prose a bit. As the editor points out, however, before they got a chance to work on it Eskandarian was killed, shot, along with two former bandmates in a senseless New York minute.
We're left with a sense of a story that might bear telling in more detail, but that also comes across completely in this book, with its preface and endnotes from the publishers. What I was left with was a sense of a lust for life, and an enthusiasm to get on with it, whatever it is.






























