April 2026 Reads
April came she did, but for all the excited talk of a book frenzy in last month's post, it turned out to be quite quiet in terms of actual reading. Book intake was reduced significantly by various excuses factors, such as an early Easter holiday, along with literal piles of marking at school, and Spring messing with the daylight settings. All of which made for scant opportunities to get my nose into a volume.
However, there was the much-anticipated pleasure of a trip to Alnwick, where Barter Books was quite the experience, and multiple charity shops yielding some great finds... and I did get one or two things read.
The List
The Hero of This Book - Elizabeth McCracken
Another book that enjoys tampering with the lines between fiction and true story (if they're even still things) - uncertainty lurking behind every travelogue sequence or autobiographical recollection. It's a sort of fictional sort of memoir, dealing with grief and celebration, mapping closely processes of distancing and dislocation.
I say "sort of": from the playful title and the dedication page facsimile image of an inscribed volume by the author, and prefatory quotation from a different Elizabeth, The Hero of This Book places itself in sometimes awkwardly self-conscious positions of assertion and denial about reality, the nebulous truths and self-serving nature of autobiography, relationships between humans, our understanding of ourselves and our closest relatives in times of loss, grief and mourning, our situations and associations, the acts of writing.
Which makes it all "true" in some of the deepest senses of that concept, while also being an avowedly fictional construction. So, sort of; feather of lead and all that.
We (your book-reading narrator, and their spouse) recently experienced the death of a mother — December 2025 — and this book popped up on an endcap in the library with uncanny timing. It resonated strongly because it didn't pander to traditional tropes of loss and recall, a text spikily independent, like "the mother" (Natalie), in a way of which the mother (Johanna) might have approved.
Listen, Little Man! - Wilhelm Reich
Having read The Mass Psychology of Fascism some time back and got a lot out of it, I was pleased to pick up this curio in the splendidly-appointed vintage shop and haunt for antiquaries The Beehive in Alnwick.
Reich was a fascinating and complex character, an outlier in science, often stereotyped as a crank, although one with the kinds of ideas that seem wayward but influential in various fields.
This book-length essay sees the former psychoanalyst frequently bitter in tone. It was written just after World War Two and essentially is Reich saying "Look, I tried to help you guys out but, I dunno, I'm not sure I have it in me." The idea is that the Little Man, the mass of humanity, is in the shit because they keep doing stuff like saying they deplore fascism but then diving in to the next flavour of oppression without a qualm.
"Every once in a while you stick your head out of the morass to yell, Heil!"
Reich uses the book to air some personal-sounding grievances as well, which makes it less effective in places than it might have been. According to the blurb, the essay is "pungent" and was "not intended for general publication". There is much that makes one say, "Well, quite so" to this info. There's a lot in the book that has weight, though, and chimes quite stridently with world politics in the big '26. Like a lot of wayward, "difficult" thinkers, if one can filter the foibles, the grains of truth are often worth the wade through the morass.
What We Did On Our Morning Out At Barter Books
Barter Books was a delight in many respects - housed in an old railway station, we arrived like passengers alighting in a land of wonder (etc etc), enjoying the model railway, idiosyncratic shelving, tasty coffee, and even the supremely impatient member of staff that patronised me through the "barter" aspect, much to the amusement of my teenage daughter. Still, indifferent customer service is an essential component of all true book shops, and I was asking kind of excitably dim questions in my urgency to establish a lifelong friendship with the place.
I don't know if I quite managed that, but it was pretty good. Once my happy place surge of enthusiasm had abated, we managed to get fairly fair prices for the 10 volumes we brought in, which gave us some money to spend on refreshing the reading piles, then we wandered the aisles for a couple of contented hours nosing through the spines.Next month - "Whatever Happened to the Stack Reduction Plan?"
























